loneliness
loneliness feels like a waste of my time
i feel irrational
and stupid
for feeling this way!
maybe a small part of my heart still needs people
despite all my talk of "independence"
and needing my space.
i still want to be wanted
care to be needed by others
but instead it seems i am the one craving the
presence of others
and it all becomes a little bit too much
when i am again left to my own thoughts
in loneliness.